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[12 Oct 2005|08:57pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

so i had to resort to my livejournal.
I need to vent.

I dont know anymore.
I cant get over John. No matter how fucking hard i try. Nothing seems to work. I have to accept the fact that me and him will not be anything more then friends. Damn I fell for that boy so fucken hard. I and im still falling. My friends hate him. And hate when I mention him. I cant get over it. I cant get over him. I wish I could just kinda move on. But its not going too easy. And when I do get interested in another boy..I find out my friend who is way cuter likes him. So its basically not working for me. I have never felt like this. I guess you can call it torn. Thats how i feel. So fucking torn. I think I need to get over myself and get over him. I just want it back. He made me feel liked. He held my hand. I fell asleep in his arms. I miss it. I need it back. I need to get over him as well. There needs to be a way to help. Anyonee. Please I need some advice.

Hellp me get over my ex boyfriend


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myspace kinda took over [01 Sep 2005|09:04pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

but im sort of tired of myspace.
I misssed Live Journal some what.
So..Nobody has a live journal now.
Its all myspace.
I have had a really good year so far.
I met this boy named John and we are so much alike.
We have established that we like each other..but hmm who knows what will happen
We are going to homecoming together. SO thats something to look forward too.
Im really enjoying my life.
I have beeen looking at all these old pictures on here. There so cute and old. I think Im gonna put one on my myspace.
Im just updating to see if i still have friends?

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[01 Sep 2005|09:01pm]

<center> Im Back!
Do I still have friends?


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Live Journal Sucks [27 Jun 2005|01:23pm]
[ mood | amazing :) ]

I think im over the whole Live Journal. Its realy lame. I dont update in it. Yeah I have had a live journal since 8th grade. Yeah no more for me. Im not gone fo good though. If some really amazing happens or on the other hand i have to just vent then Ill post it. But until then.. Have a nice summer and for all the surfer girls I met here..Enjoy the waves :)




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Friends ONly! [14 Jan 2005|05:55pm]


Comment and Ill add you..

<3 Meagan

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